At least I have an answer

I am working toward getting my own career going.

In my case, I had put my trust in a family I was building – but surprise! I get to learn that my husband would have never married me if he had the choice.

that…….that hurts.

I am making my life anew and it is scary, and upsetting, and wonderful, and…….my new reality.

I am starting my life in the next phase. I look forward to it. Today I am hopeful.

this seems very appropriate:

“the girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. She dropped a fake smile and whispered to herself ‘I can’t do this anymore.'”

“I don’t know what it was

that made me love you

or what it was that made you

hate me the way you do.

I remember what you said

and compare it to what you did

and it never made sense.

you were there.

and then you weren’t.

You had my heart

and I had yours

You said it was love

And so I stayed.

maybe it was too much.

maybe it wasn’t enough.

But I will never forget

The way you made me feel

like I was everything

And I will never forget

The way you made me feel

like I was nothing.

—-Antonio M. Arce